Yea!! i got a job.bahah. So so happy. :)
.......
My very perst job. Absolutely awesome. I lorve being a promoter especially at the place where i was work with. It just felt superb fun, i mean.. serving people, make them happy, give wat they want, got a commision, laughing, enjoying, have d best bosh ever, have a bunch of cool frens, n more. These are things dat make me feel how fun it is being a worker there (the place i was work at).
Fortunately, today is the last day i give my service.. or should i say ; today is the last day which is my bosh needs me as her worker ?! bahaha ;p. Ekceli, i asked for it . so, here i got it!.
uhmmm, there r a few things dat conduct me to quit my job ( besides collecting some new xperiences ) and its all about my privacy, which means my personal problems *so i think the reasons should not be xpose here.
but, thanx to JJ.! she understands me.indeed. *a good bosh huh ! :)
It has been only a few hours i left my job ; but on a moment now, i feel like a month. I mish them all. I MISH MY JOB :(
TO CREWS ;
JJ ; thanx a lot.but i feel strange dat i cant meet u before i left. :(
u r d besh bosh i ever met.YET.
kak roza ; akak pon same. ta sempat nk jumpe. nnt mal jumpe akak.! imy.
nazlee ; thanx korank. a lot of knowledge u guyz gave me.and
& jaja wse.baha ;p
ojan ; thanx jan. ko pon bnyk ajar ak. :)
akai ; ko sewel r !. haahh. it besh.
faliq ; merengkek!! keep it work. ko besh dowh.
nadia ; have fun there
rahimi ; ko sempoi. :)
nida ; sorry ta dpt jumpe nida sblm benti kijew.huu. have fun ye.
syema ; its okie la.! sume dak2 uh sportink gak. just talk frequently with them k.
apat ; JJ sayang korank dowh. enjoy the gigs.! :)
& capiq
zatty ; dok.! store da siap dowh. ko nenok r ak wat plan rak bju uh.! gempak ta ?
hahaha. GAMPANK killer la sioll. ;p
amir ; jarang dowh jumpe ko. ko besh.
azie ; tamo la cedeh2 lg ea. ramai lg boy laen.
i olways be there for u my fren.
ain ; AIN!! mal da benti kijew.haa. ;p
shahrul ; :| uhmm, theres so much things i wanna tell u. give a space for it would u ? :\
erkk, just taking care urself k. imy.
dak2 laen; thanx for anytink.
Talking about MISS.
uhmm, to be honest.. i mish my besh buddy.
i noe i deserve to be treated lyke dis.. it my mistake after all.
I AM SORRY. is dat the besh word i can give ?! ohh Lord, i made a huge mistake.
i noe I AM wrong to him. and i siesly regret bout it.
I took a wrong path to settle down our problems.
i thought wat i'm done can attract his attention and evritink will turn normal again. but obviously its not..moreover, it falls to worst. :'(
I wish dat i can tell him the truth, n the real explaination of all dis. Unfortunately, he keeps avoiding me ; doesnt pick up my calls, doesnt reply any of messages i sent to ; doesnt give any respond at myspace. wat should i do ? begging him ? huh, i did.
Yesterday, i gave him a message but he gave nothink in reply untill now.
here the text is look like ;
"Gudnyte cha.swit drim.
uhmmm.
cha,
mal rindo cha, erkk i mean..mal rindo tyme kite mcm dulu..cha kongsi stori. cha share problem nan mal. cha msj2 mal. mal rindo sume uh. mal tawu susah nk jd blk mcm dulu, after was has happened. tapi cha, sumpah..mal regret of wat i've done. honestly, mal sgt2 regret. mal inat law mal wat cm uh, evritink will turns better..tp it worst.
mal syg ramai gurlz..tp cha sorank je boy yg mal syg n care sgt2. u my best buddy ever. mal tatot ilang cha. mal TANAK ilang cha, sbb uh mal kesal ape yg mal buwat.
uhmm..mal arap cha jage diri baek2 ea.
mal syg cha. dr dulu smpai skunk,siket pon tapena kurang."
untill now, he doesnt 'show up' or give me a chance to spit some explainations.
he said "da da.lupekan je. buwat mcm biase je".
is dat all to make the acidic solution becomes natural ?! i tried to do wat u said but it looks like natink different. our problem doesnt solve yet.
i still have the text in the message draft box and not delete it.
honestly, the text make me feel bad, olmos cry like crazy.
i read the text over n over again. yea i admit dat i olmos burst into tears at evry single tyme i read it back.
am i going too far ? :(
oohh cha,
plishhh give me a chance. ;\
.away.
No comments:
Post a Comment