If u be the chocolate, i would be the wrapper

Yesterday i was completely curious bout someone. "how is he, sehat ke, why he doesn't sent even a simple gudnyte wish massage, ataw tegor kt maisepes ( he does online while i am ) " around my head. okie.! i ignored. "bia je lah. moreover, i am about to forget him" i spoke myself. Hard to do so ( forget him ) , dia org yg paling ak syg. I keep tryin and tryin to get rid him off head, DANG..! i lost at the end point. Erkk. Dun get wrong, its not a crime when loving other people.LOL. ~~
back to story ... Then, i was 'reliefe' in a moment later.

At nyte, i was ready to get some sleep, yea..tido tyme. ;p. The light switched off and i lie down on the bed then. I always take a few minutes before my eyes can sleep comfortably. But sudden, entah kenape i started to cry ( not really CRYING ). Tears flow out slowly. Sengal en ?! , i'm too sensitive; perhaps dat the effect of wat i have thought before *thinking bout him.





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i keep wondering why paez ( non real name ) frequent not reply my comments a few terms ago * actually i noe how bored i am to other people, daa.! such a boring person.LOL. So, clearly i not take dat as a serius matter. Although, i mind my step in a talk. But still he makes me wonder. uhmm, till he declared samtink.
he posted a new blog which is i read it oledy. Oh Lord !, he feels the same as i do bout classifying frens.

We're similar on much things, perhaps it just conincidentally. okie, skrg i da taw ; segale persoalan i da terjawab. i can't be more than ur fren ( as u mean ). Sumpah, i memang ta pandai nk attract anybody including u ; i cannot manage to attract u even make u happy ( i guess ). Yea i noe i can't and i noe dat i am not fully qualified to be ur fren *siesly shit.

*remember what i said that so, i taleh attract u la.haa. i ta romentik langsong.
and then u replied tape, i ta kesah.hee. lagi u rapat dgn i, lagi u saket.
the truth is..when i read that line, i feel miserable and a lil bit heart broken at once. " okie :| " i said to myself. Signed out from maisepes and turn off the laptop then.
i'm in blur, but then i find out the truth of wat u said, understood the meaning of yours. i think i get it, i paham maksod tersurat dan tersirat u.*










Forsure paez, i care bout u, u are among of the best person i ever had. and its o.k.a.y if u dont have the same feeling as i do, i mean..u ta syg i as i syg u.

I have a lot of peeps ( gurls ) which is i really care *including my besties. But, i only have two ( 2 ) guys whom i really really really care bout, which is YOU and a fren of mine.
And i accept responsibility to do anytink fer them whithout hesitate, siesly. Includes making them feel calm and secure besides being there whenever they need me. * i try baby.
Familiar huh paez ?!.
perhaps wat i say is like 1 inch close with wat u said. Surely, i really do mean it. Lol.!
* mcm cokelat, without wrapper..it will melting easily. Without wrapper, it would not be attractive. Without wrapper, it would covers with dirt. Without wrapper, no one will buy it.*
if u be the chocolate, i would be the wrapper.

the blog is written NOT to be proud of my self or being such a dramatic or even to tackle u.

away.