The Boy whom got into this mess

I was sitting on the couch just in moment ago. I was in a good mood, feeling strong spirited and excited once the television switched on the right channel.

While i was on focus ( watching television ).. Suddenly i feel like my soul was taken out from it appearances. Its odd but i feel like my joyfulness washed away by itself, i feel empty inside, feeling that my world is surrounded by the dark clouds, and deep inside me i found that...

i feel missing towards EVERYBODY.

I spoke to myself " oke, i got the answer now. nothing else can do with it unless LAYAN JE LA FEELING NIE " ;'(
It is a common thing happen towards me because this kind of feeling APPEARS in me when i feel missing to somebody in a high rate. But yet it still odd.

" It must be Andi " i spoke to myself again. Andi is the ' mastermind ' whom got me into this :P. Yeshh, i do miss him whereas we were texting 2days ago *if i not mistaken. IDK why !. As i said before, this kind of feeling comes when i miss somebody in high rate AND it will becomes worst by missing everybody around me - i miss him , some people i were care , Didi , my besh friends , my cousins , my firends , my parents , my grandma , and my late grandma :(

But, thanks to God .. that feeling cannot hold me on any more longer. I feel better once Zach sent me a text - wishing gudnight to me. And i feel much more better when Didi buzzed me through the phone :D

yet i feel missing towards Andi Azrul Andi Bernadee ;(
where are you ?